http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/ LD - LiveJournal.com Mon, 08 Dec 2003 03:34:29 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com i_m_ld 379380 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/3507807/379380 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/ 50 50 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/46021.html Mon, 08 Dec 2003 03:34:29 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/46021.html I’m sick of always censoring myself because you are there<br />I can’t stand how you have the best thing going for you and you still want more<br />You don’t understand how one little thing can change a whole situation. <br />One thing you can control but yet it has nothing to do directly with YOU<br />I know it may sound like I’m being selfish here but if you really look at it everything is being done with you in thought<br />Yes YOU<br />Not for anyone but YOU!!!!<br />And yet surprisingly YOU aren’t happy <br />I’m sick of it. <br />I don’t know what to do and not do anymore<br />Things were so good until the part of YOU came in<br />I knew there was some sort of catch to things…<br />I knew it wasn’t going to play out right… <br />It was the feeling at the pit of my stomach, the thought in the back of my mind… it was always there… <br />Except for now when it’s all I can think about… <br />If you’re truly in love and it’s so wonderful why can’t you let other people have that too? <br />I’m not sure what’s going to happen but I’m pretty sure I’ll be stressed thinking about this for a while… <br />So here’s the THANK YOU…you know the one you never said to anyone about thinking about YOU before they thought about THEMSELVES… yeah you know that one… I would like to use that and THANK YOU for everything, the lovely ache in the pit of my stomach, the thought constantly going through my mind, the people almost yelling at my in restaurants saying not to worry about it, the headache which I love oh so much… and just remember it doesn’t matter because it is my pleasure to do this…<br /><br />ALL FOR YOU!!!!!! http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/46021.html infuriated public 0 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/45662.html Mon, 10 Nov 2003 04:02:48 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/45662.html ANYONE AND EVERYONE...<br />if you know of any good lyrics/poems dealing with relationship issues (i.e. liking someone, in love, can't wait to see them, missing them etc.) <br /><br />could you please leave a comment or give me the title and if possible the artist to the song or poem. that would be greatly appreciated and i would love u forever and ever... not like i don't already. :-D<br /><br />thanks you guys!!!!<br /><br />love always<br />Lindsay http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/45662.html my computer humming my computer humming determined public 1 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/45000.html Mon, 17 Mar 2003 03:15:30 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/45000.html i fuckin give up. i am sick of getting deleted off peoples stupid "friends" list so im deleting my journal so i can be deleted no more <br /><br />FUCK YOU ALL! http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/45000.html FUCK YOU!!! 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We smoke the blunts.<br />Rollin' blunts and smokin um'<br /><br />15 bucks, little man, put that shit in my hand.<br />If that money doesn't show then you owe me owe me owe.<br />My jungle love.<br />Oh e oh e oh.<br />I think I wanna know ya know ya ... yeah, what. http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/43562.html FUCK FUCK FUCK-Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back FUCK FUCK FUCK-Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back getting hyper cause of robin public 1 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/43387.html Tue, 21 Jan 2003 02:11:02 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/43387.html I had a thought about people and the world. Sometimes people go out of there way for others. But the person they're going out of their way for doesn't really recognize just how far. And maybe they don't think the other person went out of their way at all. This is why the world is complicated and sad. No one realizes how good we are to each other, everyone just fixates on the bad things.<br /><br /><b>SIDE NOTE:</b> <br />i need a new icon for my lj.. i want something different anyone got somehthing i can use? http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/43387.html taproot - poem taproot - poem comingdownstill..it'snotfun :( public 3 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/43147.html Mon, 20 Jan 2003 01:10:05 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/43147.html Ohh my god, Carolyn is the best friend ever. I love her so much, and she is just one hot mamma! If I were a big lesbian and she was a big lesbian, we would have big lesbian sex...that's how much I love her! And I worship her cuz Caro is my god! Fo' eva! http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/43147.html horny public 3 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/42416.html Thu, 09 Jan 2003 08:01:35 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/42416.html its not cool to post on someone elses LJ without them knowing http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/42416.html public 3 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/41825.html Thu, 19 Dec 2002 03:32:47 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/41825.html And I just might just find somebody<br />And I just might just love somebody<br />And I just might just feel somebody<br />And I just might just kill somebody(my body)<br />-Atmosphere<br /><br />it's only a song but it seems so right... i don't know tonight i have ran and hid from people and plan on doing that tomorrow too.. it's only a matter of time until they give up... right? http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/41825.html wanting to be a hermit.. sounds good... eh? wanting to be a hermit.. sounds good... eh? hiding away.. public 0 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/41511.html Fri, 13 Dec 2002 18:00:35 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/41511.html hey my peeps!i am soooooooooooooooo kewl guys i mean yeah i'm amazing! http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/41511.html my own wonderful comments about myself my own wonderful comments about myself dirty public 4 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/41180.html Mon, 02 Dec 2002 05:07:56 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/41180.html <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Lorac/quizzes/Which%20Ultimate%20Beautiful%20Woman%20are%20You%3F/"><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/L/Lorac/1035573854_CWINDOWSDesktopgothy.jpg" border="0" alt="So%20goth%20you&#39;re%20dead!"><br> <font size="-1">Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/41180.html public 0 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/40778.html Mon, 02 Dec 2002 04:30:54 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/40778.html <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/sarcasticwhore/quizzes/what%20fucked%20version%20of%20hello%20kittie%20are%20you%3F/"><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/sarcasticwhore/1034725951_tureshk-pk.JPG" border="0" alt="punk"><br> <font size="-1">what fucked version of hello kittie are you?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/40778.html public 0 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/40653.html Mon, 02 Dec 2002 04:07:39 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/40653.html <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/theandrea/quizzes/What%20Sign%20of%20Affection%20Are%20You%3F/"><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/theandrea/1034278858_ctionlips2.jpg" border="0" alt="lip%20kiss"><br> <font size="-1">What Sign of Affection Are You?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/40653.html public 0 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/40029.html Sat, 30 Nov 2002 05:11:59 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/40029.html <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/azuremariposa/quizzes/What%20Is%20Your%20True%20Aura%20Colour%3F/"><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1033783281_rystalaura.jpg" border="0" alt=""><br> <font size="-1">What Is Your True Aura Colour?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/40029.html public 0 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/39833.html Sat, 30 Nov 2002 04:05:51 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/39833.html "I had a thought about people and the world. 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No one realizes how good we are to each other, everyone just fixates on the bad things." http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/39833.html away from everyone so i can hurt no one but myself anymore away from everyone so i can hurt no one but myself anymore leave me the fuck alone public 0 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/38777.html Fri, 15 Nov 2002 04:37:04 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/38777.html so much to say...<br />so much i could say...<br />but why should i?<br /><br /><br />im not<br />im too lazy to type out something long and meaningless <br /><br /><br />byebyes for now http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/38777.html none none horny public 2 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/38632.html Fri, 15 Nov 2002 04:37:03 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/38632.html so much to say...<br />so much i could say...<br />but why should i?<br /><br /><br />im not<br />im too lazy to type out something long and meaningless <br /><br /><br />byebyes for now http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/38632.html none none horny public 0 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/37641.html Sun, 10 Nov 2002 23:15:30 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/37641.html just checking something out don't mind this entry http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/37641.html public 1 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/37215.html Wed, 06 Nov 2002 23:45:44 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/37215.html <table width="300" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" border="0"><tr><td width="180"><font face="arial" size="-1"><b>Disorder</b></font></td><td width="120"><font face="arial" size="-1"><b>Rating</b></font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#paranoid">Paranoid</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#schizoid">Schizoid</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#schizotypal">Schizotypal</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#antisocial">Antisocial</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#borderline">Borderline</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#ff0000" face="arial" size="-1">Very High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#histrionic">Histrionic</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#ff0000" face="arial" size="-1">Very High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#narcissistic">Narcissistic</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#990099" face="arial" size="-1">Moderate</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#avoidant">Avoidant</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#dependent">Dependent</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#ff0000" face="arial" size="-1">Very High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#obsessive">Obsessive-Compulsive</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" align="center"><font color="#000000" face="arial" size="-1"><br>-- <a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv">Click Here To Take The Test</a> --</font></td></tr></table><br> http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/37215.html none - nothing can relate to my situation right now none - nothing can relate to my situation right now you wouldn't understand.... public 0 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/36350.html Wed, 30 Oct 2002 02:17:45 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/36350.html <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/theandrea/quizzes/What%20Office%20Space%20character%20are%20you%3F/"><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1034031957_CAndreaquizprepeter.jpg" border="0" alt=""><br> <font size="-1">What Office Space character are you?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/36350.html public 0 http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/35496.html Sat, 26 Oct 2002 04:16:34 GMT http://i-m-ld.livejournal.com/35496.html that really pisses me off...<br /><br />HA! 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