Sunday, December 7th, 2003
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9:36 pm - ALL FOR YOU!!!!
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I’m sick of always censoring myself because you are there
I can’t stand how you have the best thing going for you and you still want more
You don’t understand how one little thing can change a whole situation.
One thing you can control but yet it has nothing to do directly with YOU
I know it may sound like I’m being selfish here but if you really look at it everything is being done with you in thought
Yes YOU
Not for anyone but YOU!!!!
And yet surprisingly YOU aren’t happy
I’m sick of it.
I don’t know what to do and not do anymore
Things were so good until the part of YOU came in
I knew there was some sort of catch to things…
I knew it wasn’t going to play out right…
It was the feeling at the pit of my stomach, the thought in the back of my mind… it was always there…
Except for now when it’s all I can think about…
If you’re truly in love and it’s so wonderful why can’t you let other people have that too?
I’m not sure what’s going to happen but I’m pretty sure I’ll be stressed thinking about this for a while…
So here’s the THANK YOU…you know the one you never said to anyone about thinking about YOU before they thought about THEMSELVES… yeah you know that one… I would like to use that and THANK YOU for everything, the lovely ache in the pit of my stomach, the thought constantly going through my mind, the people almost yelling at my in restaurants saying not to worry about it, the headache which I love oh so much… and just remember it doesn’t matter because it is my pleasure to do this…
ALL FOR YOU!!!!!!
current mood:  infuriated
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Sunday, November 9th, 2003
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10:03 pm
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ANYONE AND EVERYONE...
if you know of any good lyrics/poems dealing with relationship issues (i.e. liking someone, in love, can't wait to see them, missing them etc.)
could you please leave a comment or give me the title and if possible the artist to the song or poem. that would be greatly appreciated and i would love u forever and ever... not like i don't already. :-D
thanks you guys!!!!
love always
Lindsay
current mood:  determined
current music: my computer humming
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Sunday, March 16th, 2003
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9:13 pm
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i fuckin give up. i am sick of getting deleted off peoples stupid "friends" list so im deleting my journal so i can be deleted no more
FUCK YOU ALL!
current mood: pissed off
current music: FUCK YOU!!! FUCK YOU!!! FUCK YOU!!! FUCK YOU!!! FUCK YOU!!!
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Saturday, February 1st, 2003
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10:20 pm - FUCK FUCK FUCK
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Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Mother mother fuck. Mother mother fuck fuck. Mother fuck mother fuck.
Noise noise noise.
1 2 1 2 3 4
Noise noise noise.
Smokin weed, smokin weed.
Doin' coke, drinkin beers.
Drinkin beers, beers beers.
Rollin' fatties, smokin blunts.
Who smokes the blunts? We smoke the blunts.
Rollin' blunts and smokin um'
15 bucks, little man, put that shit in my hand.
If that money doesn't show then you owe me owe me owe.
My jungle love.
Oh e oh e oh.
I think I wanna know ya know ya ... yeah, what.
current mood: getting hyper cause of robin
current music: FUCK FUCK FUCK-Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
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Monday, January 20th, 2003
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8:08 pm - think about it..
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I had a thought about people and the world. Sometimes people go out of there way for others. But the person they're going out of their way for doesn't really recognize just how far. And maybe they don't think the other person went out of their way at all. This is why the world is complicated and sad. No one realizes how good we are to each other, everyone just fixates on the bad things.
SIDE NOTE:
i need a new icon for my lj.. i want something different anyone got somehthing i can use?
current mood: comingdownstill..it'snotfun :(
current music: taproot - poem
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Sunday, January 19th, 2003
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7:05 pm - Guess what?
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Ohh my god, Carolyn is the best friend ever. I love her so much, and she is just one hot mamma! If I were a big lesbian and she was a big lesbian, we would have big lesbian sex...that's how much I love her! And I worship her cuz Caro is my god! Fo' eva!
current mood:  horny
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Thursday, January 9th, 2003
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2:01 am - its not cool
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its not cool to post on someone elses LJ without them knowing
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Wednesday, December 18th, 2002
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9:28 pm - short entry... i haven't written in a while so yeah
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And I just might just find somebody
And I just might just love somebody
And I just might just feel somebody
And I just might just kill somebody(my body)
-Atmosphere
it's only a song but it seems so right... i don't know tonight i have ran and hid from people and plan on doing that tomorrow too.. it's only a matter of time until they give up... right?
current mood: hiding away..
current music: wanting to be a hermit.. sounds good... eh?
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Friday, December 13th, 2002
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9:51 am
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hey my peeps!i am soooooooooooooooo kewl guys i mean yeah i'm amazing!
current mood:  dirty
current music: my own wonderful comments about myself
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Sunday, December 1st, 2002
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11:07 pm
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10:30 pm
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10:07 pm
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Friday, November 29th, 2002
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11:11 pm
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10:01 pm - just a thought nothing more... nothing less
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"I had a thought about people and the world. Sometimes people go out of there way for others. But the person they're going out of their way for doesn't really recognize just how far. And maybe they don't think the other person went out of their way at all. This is why the world is complicated and sad. No one realizes how good we are to each other, everyone just fixates on the bad things."
current mood: leave me the fuck alone
current music: away from everyone so i can hurt no one but myself anymore
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Thursday, November 14th, 2002
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10:34 pm - I WANT SEX!!!!!!!
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so much to say...
so much i could say...
but why should i?
im not
im too lazy to type out something long and meaningless
byebyes for now
current mood: horny
current music: none
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10:34 pm - I WANT SEX!!!!!!!
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so much to say...
so much i could say...
but why should i?
im not
im too lazy to type out something long and meaningless
byebyes for now
current mood: horny
current music: none
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Sunday, November 10th, 2002
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5:13 pm
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just checking something out don't mind this entry
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Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
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5:43 pm - ha this means nothing! but i did it anyways
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current mood: you wouldn't understand....
current music: none - nothing can relate to my situation right now
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Tuesday, October 29th, 2002
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8:14 pm
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Friday, October 25th, 2002
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11:06 pm - FUCK YOU U ASS HOLE.... LIKE YOU WOULD READ THIS THOUGH... SEE IF I GIVE A FUCK....
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that really pisses me off...
HA! and to think i even was friends with you...
to think i told you some shit i would tell no one else...
i fuckin hate you just like everyone else does...
go get in trouble for your....
..careless grades
..your meaningless cartoon name
..your stupid hair cut
..your wanting to be there for others but others can't be
there for you
..your fake ass 'friendship'
to think that i was once friends with you makes my stomach turn... i can't believe you couldn't even tell me.... u did it so no one would notice....
see if anyone notices this...
FUCK YOU! I FUCKIN' HATE YOU! I TRIED TO LIKE YOU AND I COULDN'T BUT YET IM STILL HERE FOR YOU.... I STILL WILL LISTEN IF YOU NEED ME TO... BUT NOT THE SAME FOR YOU... HAHAHAHAHA SEE IF I GIVE A FUCK WHEN EVERYONE HAS LEFT YOUR SORRY ASS AND NO ONE NOT EVEN ME WILL GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU!
current mood:  bitchy
current music: my mix cd... i dunno whos on right now...
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